Down the Drain
Apathetic to my failures I’m not afraid, I welcome the pain You cannot make me hurt More than I have made myself Don’t come any closer to me The dark in my veins will bleed into yours My loneliness is no accident I will destroy everything that you love As I am cutting deeper into myself I find nothing There is no longer meaning inside my veins So go away I’m afraid of what I’ve become I want it all to just disappear With every drop of blood from my veins The light in me crawls further away I wish you would erase my name From the depths of your memory To disappear is the only request From a life that was not meant to be
Submitted by Nargaroth — Aug 14, 2026
This life was a torment, I had to end it The monster I am will never be loved You call me sick You made me this way Now watch my life bleed Down the drain Despite the loneliness inside of this room I have now realized I’m not alone I hear their screams I feel their anguish I will follow them Down the drain I see disgust in your eyes when you look at me Maybe you wouldn’t hate if you had to see through mine
Submitted by Nargaroth — Aug 14, 2026
I used to question this cold existence But now I’ve accepted an empty resolve Your silent ways once hurt me the most But that pain has died along with my hope You made me hurt like no wound before So don’t blame me for an absence of hope How can I believe in something I can’t see? I’m sorry How can I trust you when you let me drown? I’m sorry again I once believed in your lies My heart is now full of hate for you I gather what little hope I have left and pour it into this gun One bullet is all I have and one bullet is all that I need These scars on my skin, they speak when I can’t And when they are silent I give them meaning You made me hurt like no wound before So don’t blame me for an absence of hope
Submitted by Nargaroth — Aug 14, 2026
I cannot remember how it feels to feel This lack of emotion is all that I know It’s killing me, oh how I wish I could love All I know is hate, you have taught me well My hate grows deeper, I want it gone I am a weapon and the world is mine to destroy It’s over
Submitted by Nargaroth — Aug 14, 2026
Empty life without meaning Bloodsoaked skin once again Behind these walls that he built Happiness cannot be found Please forget me now I am too far gone You can’t save me These dark skies will someday be blue Behind these curtains he’ll never know Full of hate for the world This piece of shit will never be saved You can’t save me
Submitted by Nargaroth — Aug 14, 2026
Will you remember me when I am too far gone? Will you place a rose on my grave when you are here, my love? Will you remember me after I say goodbye? This life is too much for me, I have to leave it behind I never wanted to become what I am A coward that would leave his loved one behind When you awake to find that I’m not alive Please know that I had tried my best, all for you But I wanna, wanna be the one To be there for you, to take care of you And I’m sorry, please know I’m sorry for All that I have done, for what I have done Please forgive me Do you remember when you took my hand that night? Through all the pain and strife you stayed by my side till the end Do you remember when I didn’t fake a smile? Those days are memories of a life that wasn’t meant to be You taught me how to love Even though life is rough You taught me everything You’re everything You taught me how to fight For everything that’s right You taught me how to be proud of who I am You taught me how to reach For things that I can’t see You taught me everything You’re everything
Submitted by Nargaroth — Aug 14, 2026
Those words so strong I believed them true You were everything to me My heart was in your hands Everything I once loved In an instant disappears You threw me away Like the waste I am Why would one not? You taught me who I am And now I know how it feels to be unloved I never thought that you would be Someone who could lie to my face But I guess I was wrong I don’t think that I will love again Every emotion I had was killed in your hands Every night that will pass is one that I’m unloved Every tear that will fall is one that is unheard
Submitted by Nargaroth — Aug 14, 2026