Time Hysteria
Never the same Struck down again My eyes are sore from tears pouring down like rain Hard to believe Being decieved This worn-out body does no longer heal Confusion fed by frustration Cast out, abolished and tired Is this a fatal disease I want to know The truth lies open to see (But) my mind is colored by prejudice (So) I try to open up my mind (And) Embrace the change Oh, I know that the tides of time someday comes to wash our sins away Changes come hard Deep from the dark Adapt, accomodate I will discard The things once lost Memories remain If I would fail then all will be in vain Stride out Get free From then From now To see Clearly From a different view A brave attempt Renew my view Don't ask for more Something so hard I never saw Never before Let me succeed Let me escape Myself abhor Never desire That which once was Do that and you're destined to fall appart (You) should know I try I will confess (But) if this's a test then I will never pass I am not weak Any longer What doesn't kill me, only makes me stronger (But) will I ever Understand how To live my life my way, right here and now
Submitted by Pestilence — Aug 14, 2026
Wake up at night and feel my skin is burning. cant go back to sleep inside of me there is a war that's raging from which I can't break free fighting for inner peace i will crush the ones in my way to be master of my domain There's a part for me to play A place where I belong You nor I can ever know ourselves Don't know where I belong You nor I can ever know ourselves Don't force nothing on me I'm trapped within this cage of skin that binds me lost within myself and no one seems to see the reason for it don't seem to care trapped within a cage of skin this is all but sane all but real do these thaughts i think all the time really come from inside me? from the depths of my mind Prejudice, opression, fortified (Come) Genocide, suicide, justify I feel I'm getting all the closer to the end why I can not explain The thaught of living all my life a lie is piercing to the bone Want to know who I am I will never tell, 'cause I know you could never see (or) understand that which makes my peace of mind what keeps me in control I'm trapped within a cage of skin
Submitted by Pestilence — Aug 14, 2026
Thoughts lost easily in the halls of the human mind Searching for reasons undefined Cause and consequense holds not the only truth Bringing forth choices made in vain Voices within the mind states regularity Feeding the only spark of hope The antithesis is the thought of no certainty Life will be mocking all the same Puzzled mind Infected thoughts Answears sought, but Reasons undefined Chose your path Chose with heart Beyond doubt Reasons undefined (But these) thoughts don't justify to abolish all sence of self drifting all the closer to the edge Any single act might strike right back again (While) grasping to comprehend the sence/scene Scared to take the consequence of random acts Scarred before by choices made and broken wings Hell might follow Heaven might come down on us Who can know until tomorrow judges us (These) thoughts implicates the fact that it's not the choices made redirecting paths all alone Values and view of life must be rearranged and thus reaching an altered state of mind
Submitted by Pestilence — Aug 14, 2026
I've just begun to understand That we grow closer to the end Time hysteria is the modern disease The plague is our new society Never ever can I walk alone Always forced with all this control Our life is forever gone Lost between zeros and ones Never saw it coming, we throw our life away I can't go on like this, I won't stay in this plague Time Hysteria So what to do when it all shuts down Neglected loved ones, cause the lack of time Helpless we stand and ask us why How did we let our lives rush by Must fill every fucking hour Push it to the absolute limit Never stop just moving forward Until the body says no and we drop dead We have no eternal life, the clock is only running forward It's hard to find the time, the clock can not be stopped Never ever can I walk alone Lost between zeros and ones
Submitted by Pestilence — Aug 14, 2026