InVictus
My heart is drumming like a tick-tock, tick-tock The sound of clashes echoes in silence For how long shall I hide this tick-tock, tick-tock? Embrace the torment of a destructive wish House of suffering, nestled in nausea I spit and vomit on the man’s face His hideous soul, sick hypocrisy, indecent disrespect Tasteless home, hopeless shelter Multiple specters, abject faces Tearing my body apart With blood and placentas Tick-tock, tick-tock My heart is drumming like a tick-tock, tick-tock The sound of clashes echoes in silence For how long shall I hide this tick-tock, tick-tock? Embrace the torment of a destructive wish In a final bang! Your flesh and brains disclose their mysteries Defiled by your mental and physical oppression I lay you down, on the frozen floor And pray for your self-purification Your hand hanging, inert Praise petrification This body’s given to me, just like an angel I close my eyes and touch Now you are nothing but flesh I drag your body For the concrete tomb to drink Your body fluids Absorb life! Absorb blood! Feed this concrete tomb Tick-tock, tick-tock, tick-tock, tick-tock Tick-tock, tick-tock, tick-tock, tick-tock My heart is drumming like a tick-tock, tick-tock The sound of clashes echoes in silence For how long shall I hide this tick-tock, tick-tock? Embrace the torment of a destructive wish Through the clarity of suffering and pain Concrete devours the decaying flesh as a promise Passifloras pound their black nails The clicking of time turns into silence If so many passifloras wither Or suddenly wilt It’s because they suffer From all our human guilt
Submitted by SerpentEve — Jun 16, 2026
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Nineteen eighty-four I was eighteen When Daddy stopped me From going out No! Ha! To punish me, he took me under the house A sordid, dark place I'd never seen before Raped, tortured, enslaved In the dark, full of fears, Daddy defiled me It's a family affair In the dark, full of fears, Daddy defiled me He forced me to write A few last words in a letter: I decided to live my life I'm in a cult, don't search for me And the rapes began Mental manipulations began Physical tortures began And pregnancies began Daddy loves you My young life Between his hands Raped, tortured, enslaved In the dark, full of fears, Daddy defiled me It's a family affair In the dark, full of fears, Daddy defiled me Despite the violence I'm no longer alone I'm learning pain When I give birth to my children I watch them grow Protect them as best as I can They are my smiles They are my way out Lack of sun and food made my little girl sick I begged Dad to take us to the hospital A nurse understood! We're free! Raped, tortured, enslaved In the dark, full of fears, Daddy defiled me It's a family affair In the dark, full of fears, Daddy defiled me Raped, tortured, enslaved In the dark, full of fears, Daddy defiled me It's a family affair In the dark, full of fears, Daddy defiled me
Submitted by Finntroll — Aug 21, 2026
Dad let me out In a bourgeois house On a disgusting bed Locked in chains Trapped and isolated Just pain and fears Walls, my only witness They drink my tears Feed on my sadness Prisoner in her own life In the dark, facing the agony Tragic story, a spinster for life Forbidden love, a broken destiny Your crime is love Forbidden love Family shows no love Punished and caged for love Prisoner in her own life In the dark, facing the agony Tragic story, a spinster for life Forbidden love, a broken destiny Deadly stench of eternal shit Vermin crawling underneath the skin Naked on a piss-soaked, rotten straw mattress Covered in a crust of excrement Tangled hair with chunks of vomit Skin inflated, blood-sucking fleas Captured alive! Family honor, family horror Family honor, family horror Her face marked by suffering Her face marked by sorrow Her face, repulsive Her soul, betrayed Her heart, deprived Her body, decayed Her mouth, putrefied Her blood, infested Prisoner in her own life In the dark, facing the agony Tragic story, a spinster for life Forbidden love, a broken destiny Freedom regained, but at what price? White Dahlia's alive Forgotten by all
Submitted by Finntroll — Aug 21, 2026
You tasted the thrill of the rape Attracted by the energy of beauties You tasted the thrill of the kill Quiet hands, quiet kiss on the mouth His playground to hunt Parkings and our apartments The cobbled streets of Paris Lead to the cold of marble I'd dreamt of another life From the day you stifled my screams Hello to you, my rapist My executioner You have to know I'll never forget You fake everything But if I were you I would be ashamed I am the survivor And I recognize you Methodical assassin Wandering in horror Killer of women, of daughters Look at the broken families Mother's tears rolling down faces Who engraved headstones Hello to you, my rapist My executioner You have to know I'll never forget You fake everything But if I were you I would be ashamed I would be ashamed Here I am, left hanging Clinging to the lily A petal is fading Yet finds a pulse Of freedom My nocturnal escape Invites my conscience What's done is done Yet all remains to be done done, done, done, done Hello to you, my rapist My executioner You have to know I'll never forget You fake everything But if I were you I would be ashamed
Submitted by Finntroll — Aug 21, 2026
Revenge, anger All is too slow Justice, hate I'm going crazy! Your memories I'll never forget Fighting alone I'm going crazy! On my knees My heart bursts I open my soul In this silence Another tear Sheds on the marble My beloved daughter I promise, I promise He's untouchable Your young life Torn by a rapist I'm going crazy! On my knees My heart bursts I open my soul In this silence Another tear Sheds on the marble My beloved daughter I promise, I promise I'll fight until the end I'll keep your eternal spirit I'll avenge you, my darling He'll admit, will pay for what He did to you I'll fight until the end I'll keep your eternal spirit I'll avenge you, my darling He'll admit, will pay for what He did to you... Crazy! Crazy! Eye for an eye I have to change the laws We come to pick him up Deliver his pain right back Rip him apart Expose him with a swollen face I'll come back to bloom your grave With cornflowers Open my soul and my heart I promise, I promise I'll fight until the end I'll keep your eternal spirit I'll avenge you, my darling He'll admit, will pay for what He did to you I'll fight until the end I'll keep your eternal spirit I'll avenge you, my darling He'll admit, will pay for what He did to you Crazy! I promise!
Submitted by Finntroll — Aug 21, 2026
I need to live To get out of here I need to leave I'm in so much pain! These two girls invited me Into this abandoned building We played stupid teenage games Till I didn't understand why? My name is Kelly, I'm fourteen And I'm getting ready to die Pain They hit me on the head with a bottle Pain Open up my eyes to see a long knife Pain Stabs and lacerates my body Pain And I bleed, and I bleed, and I bleed, and I bleed They strangle me with a rusty wire Smash my head against the walls Grab my feet and drag me to the cellar On each and every step, my head bangs, Bang, bang, bang, bang My name is Kelly, I'm fourteen And I'm getting ready to die... Pain They sever the tendons of my ankles Pain Cut my throat like a geranium Pain I'm drowning in a pool of blood Pain Huddled, blurry eyes, exhausted What have I done? Why are you doing this to me? You were my friends! Why the hell would you want to kill me? My name is Kelly, I'm fourteen And I'm getting ready to die Now they are going to the gas station Burn my body, I surrender I close myself in a foetal position All I want is to fall asleep forever A ray of light The door can be opened I'll muster my last strength To find my freedom again My name is Kelly, I'm fourteen And now I'm getting ready to fight! To fight!
Submitted by Finntroll — Aug 21, 2026
I have so many things to tell you So many things that tear me apart But these pipes in my arms I'm not ashamed to show them I fought my way through Before you, the disease This evil that gnaws at me My changing moods I give you a little of my lights To light up your life Keep me! Keep my lights in front of you Keep me! Keep my smiles Give me yours in exchange I lied to save your smiles and pride I give you my lights To light up your Life Keep me! Keep my lights in front of you Keep me! Keep my smiles Give me yours in exchange I made lights my profession To amaze people, to make them dance Me, the man in the shadows who lights up the stage and life I lied to win But never to love If I lied, my friend It's to give you my life I lied to play it down I experienced some very powerful moments I lied to life To brighten your Life! My friend! Lily of the valley! If my tattooed skin can no longer Be an armor against pain Surely you can break through And feel my arms around you With all my might I renounce everything that hurts me and cuts us to the bone With all my might I cling to this gift of life Breathe a little for both of us… I won't donate my body to science But if I can have the chance to help you Savor your rebirth Smile and raise your glass to me! Cheers Keep me! Keep my lights in front of you Keep me! Keep my smiles Give me yours in exchange Keep me! Keep my lights in front of you Keep me! Keep my smiles Give me yours in exchange
Submitted by SerpentEve — Jun 16, 2026
He said Look at me, I'm here for your own good He said Look at me, you can see I'm flawless I've got a lot of things here To make you forget everything He said Look at me, make it a reflex! I'd like to spit out what I think To answer to your Offence, indecency, violence Snake, you're losing your cold blood How to talk to a pig? Rage in my veins Fuck off! Fuck all! Fuck you! Spit! Spit! The love inside me I can't let myself be fooled By false advertising The heart in chrysanthemums Pick it up, one day you will need it From the vices of your cock to your stinky mouth Barfing up your creeping thoughts How to shut you up, fucking pervert? Your daggers in your pig hands You dare to lay on my body You don't know who I am Spit! Spit! The love inside me I can't let myself be fooled by false advertising The heart in chrysanthemums Pick it up, one day you will need it In my flesh My mistakes forever transplanted Keep on growing Like a cursed culture If I pluck everything It will grow back like a bouquet And you'll throw it at my face Now Beware of me! Spit! Spit! The love inside me I can't let myself be fooled by false advertising The heart in chrysanthemums Pick it up, one day you will need it Fuck off!
Submitted by Finntroll — Aug 21, 2026
I was so young and my life was ruined forever It only took one day to meet my executioner Scaffold, funeral frames Death knell tolls in darkness Moon reflection on the red stains Come Lady Justice in your blind fairness Picking wild orchids With my sister on a Pentecost afternoon Comes a friendly man The devil on his back Gotta have his black dog back Unhanding wild orchids With my sister disappearing in the distance Comes the fear of loss We are nothing but kids Blooms with no more fragrance Guillotine! Scaffold, funeral frames Death knell tolls in darkness Moon reflection on the red stains Come Lady Justice in your blind fairness They say they found my sister Hurt with a knife and stone A little lifeless body I understand when I hear my father scream! Cry! My life was stopped at the age of six Silent loneliness Why my sister and not me? Silent loneliness If only I'd taken her place Silent loneliness I am devoured by the guilt Silent loneliness Of not being able to save her Silent loneliness Under my father's accusing eyes Silent loneliness Had to justify myself all my life Silent loneliness This past is present every night Silent loneliness Scaffold, funeral frames Death knell tolls in darkness Moon reflection on the red stains Come Lady Justice in your blind fairness Disconnected from the rest of the world We guillotine! Murder is a two-sided coin Disaster and solution Fates weave above the scale of justice Guillotine a monster, to become a monster It's less painful to carry out injustice than to endure it
Submitted by Finntroll — Aug 21, 2026
I needed so much to free myself from you My skin is so thin and fragile Every time he strikes A violet grows I have endured years of suffering and abuse Your violence has broken me inside out Never for better, always for worse All my body wants is to run away A life of terror, I'll never get used to it You tell me, you love me And you smash my face! I just can't take it anymore You tell me, you love me All you do is smash my face! My skin is so thin and fragile Every time he strikes A violet grows You have won, no one knows of my existence I'll cover my body, and conceal myself once again And I'll pretend to be okay And you'll rape me again Living on the razor's edge Every single moment I spend with you Sometimes I don't know If I'm allowed to breathe You have to let me go One day Everything will stop No more promises My skin is so thin and fragile Every time he strikes A violet grows In a moment of rage and despair Under the blows, I grab a knife I stab so hard, many times, everywhere! All this flowing blood To wash away my fears! I am free! They found me trembling and crying On my knees, in your blood Close to your body They can lock me up for my crime I'm no longer your victim! Now, in my garden of fears The violets are wilted
Submitted by Finntroll — Aug 21, 2026