Tears of Solitude
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What did I do That I had to choose Between two lovers? Why did I choose Knowing I'd lose Affections thereof? Is this my choice? Who had made you Fell all was through With my choice hereof? When did you know That you would go If I choose above? Where would one be Without life's tree And his holy dove?
Submitted by NecroLord — Jun 24, 2026
Days of endless struggle More hopeful pills today Trying to appear “normal” In some sort of way It seems that the struggle Is always here with me And I wouldn't be here now If guilt would leave me be I know there’s been many Who've had worse than I But that doesn't always mean That I wouldn’t say “good-bye” People say I have a lot going for me I'm sorry, but I just can't see I can't see because my worst enemy It's not my life, but inside of me Always on a roller coaster Not much consistency I'm nothing if I'm not up or down I'm nothing if just “me” Very littlе energy Wanting to stay in bed Wishing to bе enthusiastic Instead of feeling like I’m made of lead Wanting to be excited Wanting to care for more But when nothing makes sense It’s hard to focus on the poor Cluttered mind, cluttered thinking It's hard to keep in touch With what is happening around me And not to worry too much I feel that everybody is better than me And I can’t do anything right This is how I've felt my whole dang life It didn't just start last night No confidence, no self-esteem Everybody else is right To speakl my mind is to be a fool So I just try to “sit-tight” Any one of these problems Would be a very vice But when you have them all Living seems like a roll of a dice
Submitted by NecroLord — Jun 24, 2026
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It is in these moments of pain When I understand that my existence is futile And that this has tormented me since birth Making me believe that someone needed me This is the truth... You, life, made me suffer for too long Now I'm over, I'm over forever The lesions that you left on me are too serious To be left open by you One last time I cry bitter tеars One last time I suffer bеcause of you One last time I close in myself One last time I take conscience of what I will do The feeling of the blade that cuts my skin Is better than what you made me feel The times you betrayed me are infinite And you made me feel sick, deluding myself
Submitted by NecroLord — Jun 24, 2026